Wednesday, January 12, 2011


I am mad. I hate everything. I hate Redbox for making me waste 4.50 on a stupid dvd that doesn't work. Which is really just a testament to how poor I am because I also hate hospital bills that I'll be paying off for the rest of my life. I hate how messy my house is when I'm too sick to clean it. I hate how everyone treats me like I'm an idiot. Most of all I hate this stupid freaking kidney stone. I hate how I can't be productive and go to work and they have to cover for me every day and I feel bad. I hate how I'm stuck in this house always feeling so sick and can't get back to my normal life. I hate how it's given me a million other ailments that I now have to deal with like heartburn every freaking second of the day and a stupid freaking urinary tract infection. I hate this kidney stone so much. It's the cause of all my anger and frustration. I hate everything.

Love, Carah